Jesus Never Understood My Grandmother's Prayers
My grandmother never learned Spanish
was afraid of forgetting her gods
was afraid of waking up in the morning
without the prodigals of her offspring in her memory.
My grandmother believed that you could only
talk to the wind in Zoque
but she kneeled before the saints
and prayed with more fervor than anyone.
Jesus never heard her
my grandmother's tongue
smelled like rose apples
and her eyes lit up when she sang
with the brightness of a star.
Saint Michael Archangel never heard her
my grandmother's prayers were sometimes blasphemies
jukis'tyt she said and the pain stopped
patsoke she yelled and time paused beneath her bed.
In that same bed she birthed her seven sons.
Mikeas Sanchez
(Translated by David Shook)
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(Thanks Nina)
The Two-Headed Calf
Tomorrow when the farm boys find this freak of nature, they will wrap his body in newspaper and carry him to the museum.
But tonight he is alive and in the north field with his mother. It is a perfect summer evening: the moon rising over the orchard, the wind in the grass. And as he stares into the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual.
– Laura Gilpin
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Something beautiful from Alison Luterman for today:
I Confess
I stalked her
in the grocery store: her crown
of snowy braids held in place by a great silver clip,
her erect bearing, radiating tenderness,
watching
the way she placed yogurt and avocados in her
basket,
beaming peace like the North Star.
I wanted to ask,"What aisle did you find
your serenity in, do you know
how to be married for fifty years or how to live
alone,
excuse me for interrupting, but you seem to
possess
some knowledge that makes the earth turn and
burn on its axis --"
But we don't request such things from strangers
nowadays. So I said, "I love your hair."
....
I no longer pray—now I drink dark chocolate and let the moon sing to me.
I no longer pray—I let my ancestors dance through my hips at the slightest provocation.
I no longer pray—I go to the river and howl my ancient pain into the current.
I no longer pray—I ache, I desire, I say “yes” to my longing.
I no longer pray as I was taught but as the stars crawl onto my lap like soft animals at nighttime and God tucks my hair behind my ears with the gentle fingers of her wind and a new intimacy is uncovered in everything, perhaps it’s that I’m finally learning how to pray.
— Chelan Harkin
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The worst thing we ever did was put God in the sky out of reach pulling the divinity from the leaf, sifting out the holy from our bones, insisting God isn’t bursting dazzlement through everything we’ve made a hard commitment to see as ordinary, stripping the sacred from everywhere to put in a cloud man elsewhere, prying closeness from your heart.
The worst thing we ever did was take the dance and the song out of prayer made it sit up straight and cross its legs removed it of rejoicing wiped clean its hip sway, its questions, its ecstatic yowl, its tears.
The worst thing we ever did is pretend God isn’t the easiest thing in this Universe available to every soulin every breath.
Chelan Harkin
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If you think the Eccentric God who made the octopus is gonna judge you for your sins, I’m afraid you’ve missed the mark.
If you think this Wild God that spins galaxies as a pastime cares to get fussy about your mistakes or has ever made anything that wasn’t born perfect and luminous, you might need to repent.
If you can’t yet admit how lovable and infinitely worthy the fullness of your human nature is and if you think God wants to do anything but perpetually pour an abundance of love gifts upon you, well, my dear, your soul just might need to go to confession.
Chelan Harkin
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