In any
dark time, there is a tendency to veer toward fainting over how much
is wrong or unmended in the world. Do not focus on that. There is a
tendency to fall into being weakened by dwelling on what is outside
your reach, by what cannot yet be. Do not focus there. That is
spending the wind without raising the sails. We are needed, that is
all we can know. And though we meet resistance, we more so will meet
great souls who will hail us, love us and guide us, and we will know
them when they appear. Didn't you say you were a believer? Didn't you
say you pledged to listen to a voice greater? Didn't you ask for
grace? Don't you remember that to be in grace means to submit to the
voice greater?
Ours
is not the task of fixing the entire world all at once, but of
stretching out to mend the part of the world that is within our
reach. Any small, calm thing that one soul can do to help another
soul, to assist some portion of this poor suffering world, will help
immensely. It is not given to us to know which acts or by whom, will
cause the critical mass to tip toward an enduring good. What is
needed for dramatic change is an accumulation of acts, adding, adding
to, adding more, continuing. We know that it does not take "everyone
on Earth" to bring justice and peace, but only a small,
determined group who will not give up during the first, second, or
hundredth gale.
One of
the most calming and powerful actions you can do to intervene in a
stormy world is to stand up and show your soul. Soul on deck shines
like gold in dark times. The light of the soul throws sparks, can
send up flares, builds signal fires, causes proper matters to catch
fire. To display the lantern of soul in shadowy times like these - to
be fierce and to show mercy toward others, both, are acts of immense
bravery and greatest necessity. Struggling souls catch light from
other souls who are fully lit and willing to show it. If you would
help to calm the tumult, this is one of the strongest things you can
do.
There
will always be times when you feel discouraged. I too have felt
despair many times in my life, but I do not keep a chair for it; I
will not entertain it. It is not allowed to eat from my plate. The
reason is this: In my uttermost bones I know something, as do you. It
is that there can be no despair when you remember why you came to
Earth, who you serve, and who sent you here. The good words we say
and the good deeds we do are not ours: They are the words and deeds
of the One who brought us here. In that spirit, I hope you will write
this on your wall:
When
a great ship is in harbor and moored, it is safe, there can be no
doubt. But that is not what great ships are built for. This comes
with much love and a prayer that you remember who you came from, and
why you came to this beautiful, needful Earth.
~
Clarissa Pinkola Estes
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